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Monday, November 7, 2011

The lies my teacher told me

WHO''S THIS GILBERT CHARACTER? 

Just like when we sat infront of the mediator and I was willing to share Lily. The mistake you made over night was not telling my child I was there to be responsible for her, Ouch talk about bad not being able to work together. 

I'm going to spend $100's of dollars attaining copies of all those horrible nights you hit me. Along with the police reports and court dates. Taking all my memories and make a best seller. See you will never live down what you did, guilt is a horrible thing!!! 

A memory of my grandfather sitting in his lazy boy recliner reading murder mysteries and Stephen King.... Is a treasured memory of mine. To bad he will not read it. But his brother will, and that's good enough for me. 

Living and dieing next to someone else making money off what you choose. 

Teachers write books for their classrooms constantly. Like math books from math teachers, and English books from literature Scholars. Well, mine is gonna be like "A Messing Thrilling Life" facebook quotes and all. 

I've wrote love stories and fantasy, Time for a change. My last semester at C.O.S. should prepare me for reaching that goal, and never looking back! "If I don't try than I can never say I gave my all to make something of myself."

Bingo, No Bonco, "who's telling the story, Me or you?" 

"that girl dropped her phone by accident, you weren't there." 

No, but I let you in my house. What was the ratio of girls to men when we sat around my kitchen table playing cards? Miguel was here that night. Did anybody tell him what was the plan of taking my alcohol the day after? 

"you still have the vodka bottle at your house right?" 

That was when I found my oranges missing! Didn't I always say thank you when the deutd was repaid? 
 
A fear set into her eyes of what I could do to her because I had the phone records of that night. This habit of always having paper copies of my bill sent straight to my house. Well, now you know why they said "I'll call you." 

To make sure my story was told with no lie, I started just posting the main words of my tall tales. Letting the guilty be reminded of the life they played with and almost destroyed, to bad none stayed in school long enough to become a Dr. I had to make a public account of the words written and my memories were correct. Incase I ever lost my phone again. There was a source. 
A back up plan. "so what's plan B" yes to others that were involved it seem repetitive. Well, when a person writes it doesn't come together all at once. Outlines if you accept that term are what is posted! You don't get paid while you are writting. That's silly. It's not until the book is published and sold that you make money. "who would want a book poorly written?" be privileged you got to see it before I print it and start again. Just to finish it! Then the applications will be sent to "not putting my eggs into one basket" 

My cousin wants to be a writer.      "no shit I am one" 

After I finish C.O.S. will be just in time to have good enough grades to leave and take her with me. I don't do things half ass, especially when it's something I want more than anything. 

And I know more than a few of you will miss me. But that's ok, it just means I know you will never forget me.... And you care just as much as I do and love San J. Valley!!!  

It was Staci who went to save mart with me... Yeah Santos birth year is my pin number. At applebees it was Santoscruz name that log into my iTunes account. becAuse it was him who had helped me get my life in order before he left me to get his in order. 

"thank you nata for the food coma" I knew then but didn't say anything!!! 

The movie critics on that tmc station use to say "a hour and half of my life wasted unable to get it back"

I will never get back the time I lost but I don't waste it any longer with the wrong people. It's gonna be 4 months, since I set this whole damn thing in motion!!! Damn non-believers. 

Testing my Patience... Biggest mistake people could make!! I actually write lyrics when I listen to just the notes!! I play air pianos. I drown out the voice and make my own! I'll start tearing up my journals and making my book, Book of Eli will have nothing on it!! 

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