"get your hands outta the cookie jar"
The story never ends because life never does... Even when you try to take your own, unwillingly. It is in the blood! It's where all the secrets are hide and the truth is revealed. I love truth I know it's because it's something inside of me that has grown for 3 1/2 years and now is! I didn't see it before because I was unwilling to except the truth. But the truth is. Like I told..... (for me to know and you to keep guessing)
Idk if he's moved on. Idk if he'd still even want to be my friend. Idk if we even have anything in common anymore. All I know is the last dream I had he was the hot guy! He always has been. Even in Arizona! Even today I said the words I love you and started crying because Idk if I'll even get the chance to say it to his face!
I know who I share my child with and I know who she will never meet! I know all these things because I am a mother and will do anything to protect her! When I felt threatened that my place in her life was being taken over because Gilbert neighbors child asked if I was lily's step mom!! Then the old woman told him to shut up!!!
Their lucky I was strong enough to keep the child and give birth to her! It was just me and my grams going to the dr apt.'s.
(I'm not trying to be rude... Just brutally honest) if you can't handle the truth than get out the way. Me and lily are a package take it or leave it)
I'm fully aware of the grammar errors but I would like to also say this is just an outline
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