Written May 28, 2011

Love is complicated... Not easy or even worth it sometimes! But when you have found someone to spend the rest of your life with does it matter if they are your husband? Nope! They are more then just a ring on your finger! They are in your heart and that is where they will always stay! That is how God planned it when he put the world in our heart. I like using my phone better because I type fast! It keeps up with my thoughts! It is our will that keeps us from seeing the truth! The simplicity of Christ is loving him like a child! The purest undefiled form of love! He set the example! When we can trust him like a child trusting their parent then everything else will fall into place! Man I love writing! It's the easiest way to let go! It's like talking to God! And then you see the thought in written form just like the bible. It's God's written thoughts to us. They are life and peace to us ward! I think my new journal will say dear Pa! Cuz in all my hopes, is that he is there and not repeating a parable here on Earth! Living another life to learn what he didn't in the last! He taught me so well and it only took 11 years of watching him! I miss the moon! Well I always watched the woman he choose to spend the rest of his life with! Such a beautiful teacher! I'm so happy i look like her! I remember the last thought he had... He was scared! He didn't know if he had done enough! Didn't know where he'd go! Well I trust God knew his heart and put him where he belonged! I believe when I die I will be with my Father. If I can have peace in the carnal mind and know I am what God says I am, then what more could I ask for! I am Patience, Honesty and Miss. Montero! I will make Raul proud and be loud like my mother taught me! My life will be the example to my child and to others! I am a stone.. Who likes to get stoned! Lol! I will not be a stumbling block! I will have roots deep in the Earth like a tree and not move no matter how strong the wind blows! My words will strengthen my brethren and have a conscience to God ward! Life and death is in the power of the lips! And if I fall.... I GOT THE BEST FAMILY IN THE WORLD..... Reveal2 Church! They have taught me 3 1/2 years the greatest book in the world! It's funny how it's been a listening school! My eyes are blind but like tim said... You don't use these eyes to see the kingdom of God! Heaven is about out thoughts. So look up a word that God has given you