Revolving doors with a Shotgun as the Bell
I use to hear "there is safety in counsel." I think "why would I feel safe in counsel of people." don't people always let you down? I'm the only person who can get me what I want. I found it strange how thanksgiving Betty said "she's tried filing for a restraining order." hhhhmmmm!! There was only one person that took me to the court house. "we deal with her grandma." is another dropped line that I heard that day. No, I don't trust anyone, it's not because of what is said its from what isn't said. Behind closed doors over phones and in the other room. I will always love my family but "yes there is always a but" I trust no one. I'm not paranoid or think they are trying to keep me and Lily apart, it's just my conscience! It becomes louder when there are things out of place. Why would my family support a man I wish was dead?!? There is something not being said..... I am honest with them giving them that respect why is it not returned? Lies always come out in the end, "people only hide when there is a reason or something to hide." Even fake name's and I.D.'s
When I do something I love I do it for free. It's something about having a crime of Passion. In the movie "My sisters Keeper" the actor with connection to law-in-forcement did what he did for free because of what he believed!!! "God is no respecter of Persons" What makes us equal is the commonality we are all going to die. The only way to live on is reproductive organs!!!
Will I have another child?!? That is something idk. Only my future does.
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