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The last thought I had before I went under the sea "This is great" I was floating and I was around people who had earned my trust!

I had this idea of getting the ones I knew where playing me seated across the ones who had started this ultimate game of cat and mouse. The trap was set with me sitting Indian style across a table of coins about to be deposited into some form of commercial product.

My ride home was watching the puppet walk around and misplace the plastic gadgets. It was silly to think I was going to stop being bragged about. "Did you make it to work on time?" was the most frequent question I had to answer in a "yes" or "no" format. The only question I had control over was if I got the next job or not. So, I would not see it from my view but as the employeer, "What would they want to see different in a person." The ugly and horrific side of my love pay back..... Or the truth?

When I sat next to a pool and tried to explain what had been done to me by the ones who I saw and regarded more highly than my blood, "I thought you were doing good in those sells."
No, the person you sent to give me hope was a source of continues nightmares!!!! Even to this day, "I pray I never allow someone in my house who has a haunting past."

I did try to give room for an apology on both ends but some peole have to much pride!!! When I sat across my elder on Mothers day, I knew more than I could handle! I cried until I made a promise to never reveal my secrets to another soul, "taking it to my grave."

But, than this revolution came to me, "I will never die"
Just as I saw Colten remembering him and believing in dreams do come true..... Stephanie as a person will live in the next "Lily" The only problem is not knowing when it is her time to leave you. I was sent to love and comfort and watch her grow..... "there is no greater love for a child than the one who would give their all."

My Hero, left me with a huge resosibilty of figuring out how to become her Hero!!! So, I got plans for a very wonderful future. It's a choice if you follow me and help me down this path? 

When nothing to hold me back!!! Who will be my partner in crime??