Dear Staci

Cc: Wendy


Wendy I'm sorry I ruined and made your birthday about me!! We were at the skate and it was suppose to be a happy day!! I don't understand how you didn't just tell me! Yeah so what If I was happy! To come home at the end of the day and never be able to say goodbye!! I should have been there at the hospital! Just like I was there when my great grams died. Then there was no question! I knew she was gone! Lily said "your mom is dead" that is what you heard when you were young! Wendy I lost the only gift I ask for from the dad i never met, at the fight I got into along with the earrings! And yes I do believe you fucked Gilbert! Cuz of the story you told me about Ashley! I gave you all your stuff and haven't called you since! You are the old friend of my old life! I wanted to do it face to face when I invited you to dinner but why! It wasn't worth the drama! I showed you respect by giving you the stuff I was going to throw away! 

Yes I was hurt because I knew I was just settling for Gilbert when I asked him to marry me! And I've kept saying it over and over he went to the stupid concert and had the time of his life and I got stuck going to the bars! If only I had told you! you would have given me a wonderful party! 

And I'll say it until I'm blue in the face... I hate Gilbert!! Another person I do not call!! 

If I want to see some one well shit!! I got who I want!! A lil' me.