What me and Marrissa keeps running threw my mind. Especially when I sat at the table of Brians house and something was said about being lead into the wilderness.... "to die" was my response.. and nata said something else. I dont remember what he said! I have to ask him.
Adorablation to the guy who took my to Great America Adventure Park!!!
I had a dream of walking down walnut to the front facing parking lot to the old gottchalks..... It was nata in front! I said hi but looked above him at the speakers. He was packing everything up and leaving!! I didn't need to say goodbye, I had already done that!
It was like club rush day at cos but I didn't go to that either.
Other plans of my own had to be completed before I would walk on any campus! Like touring and dragging my uncle around checking out campuses. Or him pointing in some direction and say "Go"
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm?
I made no promise for him to wish on this year.... Or complaints.
Weaves Vs Wigs
It was after St Patricks day that Gilbert had given me a disease that I feared wouldn't allow me to have any more children. To have to live with that guilt. It was Charrissa that pulled me aside and asked if I had been checked. She even gave me the idea of just asking around. I didn't have to. I already knew who my partner was. I knew who to blame. I had only had sex with two guys. The question was who had given it to him? Chain reaction!
When I looked in my living room and heard.... Where's Betty picking up Gilbert from... Which baby mama!!! Damn!
Turtle was right. A man doesn't change until he meets the right girl. Now, I'm the bitch..... Mamamamamamamamhahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!
Why were so called "friends" trying to keep secrets? Cuz they were indulging in unbelief and regret! Maybe cuz I looked better in the close that they bought at the stores.
Didn't think I could handle the drama or hurt..... No no you just didn't know how to handle me!!! So, came the Great Western Divide to live!
Fuck Yeah!!! Some else eat my leftovers, and make sure the June bug doesn't bite you!!!
As I was walking up the hill, I felt as a child. Even when I looked in the mirror, I looked like one! That feeling of security and comfort driving in the van. Learning that I don't need to be in a class room to actually teach or learn. It all depends on those you have around you. Just call her a little me. It's because I've always dreamed of having a lil sister or best friend. Some one always there. My prayer was answered! She is the only person that makes me smile. She is the only reason I live. I hate her father but I will always love her. And to make sure he never forgets what he lost I will unwillingly share her! She is a spitting image of me. That's the greatest part! All the women in his life will never take the place of Lily, his first born!
To bad he got the wrong name tattooed across his chest with my favorite color. Ouch!
It reminds me of his mom having angle on her boobs.
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