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Thursday, September 29, 2011

I had my Palms read once

I love art. I listen to booming headphones while I write about something poetic and also entertaining. My topic is about the Arena Chapel, Padua in Italy. 

The short version of the story is known for the family dedicating the chapel in hopes to be forgiven of the father's sin (greed). The focus is not be on the reason for the art just the walls themselves tell a beautiful story!  

I can relate to this because of my so called sins even in the place I call my home. I remember a time when I believed that it didn't matter what a person did as a "job" just as long as I was putting God first and took care of those I loved!! 

A childish thought of loving God maybe, Or was it I just hadn't realized my full potential as an artist?!? 

I remember a time when the natural high would hit and I called that worshiping God because I was loving what I did and wasn't doing it for anybody else's pressure except my own!!! 

When Giotto painted this magnificent chapel do you think he knew we the future generation would still be talking about his "art" 
I highly doubt it. I didn't think my life would get so out of control either!!  

I look around the valley (this so very multicultural land I love) but feel no love!!! I think of my old teachers, mentors and friends. I'm sorry you find it so hard to believe I've changed. I'm silent when you look at me because I don't know what you want to hear. I think I talk about myself enough in this blog!! Hoping one day to finish it! 

But that I also highly doubt it!!! Maybe I will find something else to  occupy my time but for now.... Suffer!!! 

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