Come as you are!! How else can you be yourself unless your wearing something comfortable!! No face paint no running around just you! And no pictures!!
Community service is the best way to repay the damage you have done! House arrest was my own service to the community!
I made a mess in my grams house and took my time to clean it! Showing your love Is always the answer!!! It's more than just words it's taking time and wasting it correctly!!! Now I can party and say I worked for it and stayed out of trouble!! I earned it!! Lol!!
So where am I gonna party?? And with who??? FAMILY!!! Duh!!
I was planning on posting this the day of electric fairy tail.... But as always I chickened out!!! Just had a home party.... Cuz I think I have some more community service to do?!? It turned out I did. I even saw my old room and was so happy to have my own home!! I remember the day I asked for no more evil Spirits to enter my home... Than I made the mistake of opening it to people younger than me.... "spilt beer" oh geezzz! I wasn't ready to come out and play.... I had a lot of anger still! None really know how far I was pushed!!! None knew except those who tried to read just words and names!!
I don't know how long my vacation was, You could call it a sabbatical. Seeing what others saw, never forgetting my roots! Shame on those who exposed them without my approval! If you wanted the truths and not just words and names!!!
Those words were ment for the ones I had once loved and they lied to me saying it was mutual!!! Why do you think I burnt those letters!? The memories in my head don't leave. So, why remind me!?
Fear- without Faith... Doubled minded, maybe?!? I didn't stop believing in me I just needed time to prove it to you all!! Thank you for the borrowed time! I no longer waste it. Everyone has an asshole just like an excuse.... What's yours?!?
If you wanted emotion and reality.... Then maybe you shouldn't leave to my own delusion!!!
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