See you Monday

Do you remember the day that it was a car full of boys, I believe it was me, g and three others. In a old beat up little blue toyota corolla. The boys were being boys next to St. Johns River. They didn't know what happened to me early that year so they found it funny to try to and stuff me in the trunk! I kicked and screamed, because of the fear! The drive home was the worste because I was balling my eyes out, On g's shoulder but nothing he said made the flash backs go away. Then I think about the day I was standing in the St. Watching g getting his ass beat while his friend held me against his growing meat stick! Now both of these memories happened 7 years apart! I will never believe g has grown up. The only person I see growing up is his first born! I protect the name of the innocent....!!! It took all the control I had to not turn around and do my own dirty work when you put lily in the back seat the other night! You know the day you texted me you wished I was dead was the day my family took her to the circus!!!! Thanks for all the memories of not sticking up for me!!! You were never my friend or family! You not only told everyone what happened to me, you showed videos!!! Forgetting the rules of science... Cause and effect!!! Now the girls you are with will see my face when they look at your little girl! It's the price you pay of disrespecting a woman!!!