Good girls don't go back!! That's silly!! But fools well that's another story!! I dragged everybody into our affairs! Everyone knew how horrible things had been!! But I didn't know or believe it could get better!!!! If you call me I'll ask you if your gonna hit me! you'll ask me if I'll cry! We will both say no and smile!! Why.... Because I love you and the simple life I dream about!
Dreams do come true!!
My Lilyan you are my world and the only one that makes me laugh!!
Little things make me smile!!! Like the smell of you!! Making no promises so there is none to break!! Haha!!
If I could write a thank you letter it would first start with the ones who put me in check and was involved in my twelve step program... Of no more drama! The drama queen has none! its great!! Just a regular little girl raising another one!! What else could I ask for!! People try to get a reaction out of me and even my family yelling.. I was like ok your done!! Cuz I'm not gonna say what you wanna hear... So I just don't say anything at all!! Well except I love you!! And thank you for not putting me behind bars!!
I even repeated this in a interview and figured out I was done going by some one elses schedule!!! It came to the point of branching out on my own!!! I stopped trying to wish my dreams to come true!!! I made them happen!!! Even to this day I'm plotting and planning my next move.
My GrandPa taught me chess and the name of the pieces!!! Even how to move them on a board.... But it was his wife who taught me how to play poker.... Never admitting she was a gambler!!!
If my grams had a facebook she wouldnt have a reason to write Christmas letters every year!!!
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