Girls Vs. A Woman

Creating alternative endings 

Its always the same ending when I wake up from a nightmare. Just to continue another. Waking up seeing shadows..... Believing they are familiar figures. Replaying the end of the world, until I come to the point when I see a face. I no longer run from it but I do hate every minute that is spent in front of it. No words can be arranged together of how I do regret every year that passed by and I replayed that role of being his. There Is no good memory I can think of when my life was a nightmare. That is why I try to replace these ugly memories with good ones!!! But my dreams remind me of a past I can not escape. Thankfully I have her to keep me going. 

It's a very ugly thing but everyone has been through something similar. 

I wonder what the girl at the grocery store was trying to point out, when I said "I wasn't looking" the respons was "that's what they said at gold diggers..."

Was she directing the comment towards the guy in line, or me?!? 

Jealousy is ugly no matter who's mouth it comes out of. Gossip is never worth the time people spend doing it!!! 

"what took you so long," was the question I was asked when I got back in the car. Instead of taking it out on her.... I hold it all in, until my dreams remind me. 

To the ones in my future: I didn't have a reason to change my ways until I stopped looking in all the wrong places and let you find me.